The title of this post is the Lenny Kravitz song I’m listening to right now, if you want to listen to my soundtrack while reading this post click here and a youtube video will open (in a new tab).
I love to write while listening to Lenny Kravitz, especially when I work on books (one day I will publish them), because most of his songs fill me with some kind of desire that inspires my writing.
I have been silent throughout january, but not because nothing happened, it rather happened so much that I wouldn’t have known where to start if I had decided to talk about it. I felt and still feel kind of overwhelmed, like a deer in the headlights – not sure what to do.
On the less- and non-physical level there must be huge energetic adjustments going on. I had a phase earlier this month where I had to sleep a lot. I got terribly tired, just out of the blue, and had to lay down in broad daylight. I also avoid to “socialise” at times, because there is nothing I could find out there that would build me up – rather the opposite.
On monday the 13th I started the 3 month project of writing morning pages everyday. I write down whatever comes to my mind, right after waking up if possible because then the mind isn’t as busy yet and it is easier to create a free flow. Maybe you know this exercise?
I bought a cute notebook (you can see it on the photo) for this and indeed did it everyday so far. The effect that such things have, is always very fascinating to me. You come to realisations about your inner world and about inspiration for change and transformation of your outer world.
The appointment with the dentist that I mentioned last post is done, and guess what, I have to go there again… Then my guitar course no. 2 started last friday, which will keep me busy practicing the new things we will learn over the next months.
All the other things I mentioned are still up to do.
One of the urgent points is a job/money… I struggle to get all of grandmas bills and our running costs payed. I had/have the prospect on a job that I would loooove to do, but there is no free place at times and it is disputable that it would bring in enough…
So I’m wondering what can i do? I’m a lightworker/energy worker, I’m in my spiritual process full-time, what will I do when the next shifting episode knocks me off my feet?
What do you do when you don’t fitt into the old system?
Universe will give me an answer…
One more post to come before the new header comes out on february the 1st.
See you soon,
Shine your light 🙂