I became a great thinker over the last year. Or should I say a restless worrier?
I really gotta come up with something… I gotta do something… There must be something…
But maybe there is nothing higher to life than just BEing!?!
The past year taught me extremely important lessons and I’ve grown so incredibly much as a person. I grew into myself, by diving into the very human, the very physical, the outer world. I met people, I watched out of my eyes into the world. Made connections to parts of me, I felt I was disconnected of.
Now, these days I feel like I miss something I used to have back then, when I was used to thrive on higher but also more isolated (from other people, in a ways) vibrations. The connection to the ALL. The constant conversation with the universe. Everything was speaking to me, inspiring me, making me feel one with all, home in all, friends with life…
So this is where I choose now to get back to. Must feel like coming home. With a bag full of what I learned.
I’m sick, tired… I really need ME now. Feeling me, being me. I have to stop this search for something out there. I take a needle and make the illusion of being incomplete pop like a soap-bubble.
Who I am is enough. I love being me. In the moment. With all that is. And if there is something to do, I’ll know it. What’s to do shall be humans smallest worry. That you’ll always know, if you feel yourself and know what you want you’ll know if you have to do something to grow into a greater version of yourself.
I’ll patiently remind myself ‘who I am is enough’, I promise myself this and relax.
Some days ago I saw a post of a facebook contact, she posted a picture of a friendship bracelet in process and it hit me like ‘I wanna do that!’. Guess what, I went, got wool in four colors and started. I tried five different techniques so far.
See it works, I told myself. If you want something from heart you do it, it just flows.
Much Love and Inspiration
Who you are is enough ❤