Ohhh that’s why I had that feeling!
I’ve always been a suuuper shy person. A lot of things I didn’t dare. I thought of myself as an inhibited, fearful person and felt like a failure.
I kinda still see myself in that place, but this image began to shift and fade. A while ago I started to dare things even though I have a bad/strange feeling. And tadaa it always turned out that there is a reason for that feeling. A reason that doesn’t have anything to do with myself. No one picked up the phone, the doctor has no free appointment, the article is sold out, the shop is a disappointment, the person came too late anyway…. etc.
I kinda wonder why it feels like fear, that strange feeling. I assume that I feel there is something unknown. The mind fears the unknown and that’s the point it turns to fear.
Every time I dare is one step closer to freedom, one step closer to a loving sense of self. And those steps are good achievements for health and balance.
What have been your realizations and achievements today/lately? ❤
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