I’ll confront a believe pattern of mine now.
Smoking is something I hide from the “spiritual” people I look up to in a way. And so it’s something I never mentioned on this blog, because I fear to loose my face. Ironically I usually say that I don’t have a face to loose.
Of course smoking is nothing to be proud of, nothing I want to promote – cigarettes are unhealthy!
The point of this post is, that I don’t want to be afraid to be open and show who I am and what I choose to experience in life.
I chose to try this. This doesn’t make me less “spiritual”, less conscious, less a good soul.
When I started this blog, I’ve made it my mission to share positive vibes. My mind made this mean “share the diamonds and leave out the dirt”. But in the meantime I’ve learned, that good vibes are not defined by what things look like but only the vibes itself and nothing else. So you can spread a good vibration by “airing your dirty laundry” as well.
We are all human and not needing to fear to be authentic about the experiences you choose to make is something I feel is great and important to speak up about.
I’m like a passionate scientist/explorer with my life experiences – shadow or light, I intend to watch and feel as conscious as I can and to really dive for the pearl = the essence of the experience. That’s what makes me able to just let go as soon as I feel I found all I need to know about something.
Last week I started a homeopathic treatment, my doc advised me meds due to something (nothing tragic no worries ❤ ). And because homeopathic meds work with energy/vibration, you’re advised to leave out unhealthy influences, such as alcohol, cigarettes and caffeine.
I drastically reduced my smoking, still intending to stop (trickier than I thought, as the daily stress doesn’t stop along). And the rest I leave out as well of course.
This does, again, provide totally new pearls to dive for and reflect on.
I’m thankful that I’ve been patient with myself and this post idea, yet kept working on it and held the idea alive till the flower opened and the inspiration came out with the right vibration. In the past I’ve given up way to early in such situations.
Much Love ❤